It's barely more than weeks now and my baby's birthday is fast approaching. I have made lots of blogs and promised myself to make one about my the ever challenging and memorable happenings of my life before my baby came to this world. The blog will be a sort of an anniversary tribute of one of the best things that ever happened to my life. But somehow, for reasons I can't seem to figure out yet, I just can't finish it. In fact I've already made two drafts and they're almost in their finishing or wrap up stage.
Maybe it has got to do with one of the facts that I now have very short time to write because my baby now demands more of my time. The moment I arrived from office, I even can't change my clothings because he wants me to carry or cuddle him immediately to the extent that he would cry if I would just pass by him to my room. Now, you don't like that to happen! I wouldn't want him to feel that I'm not excited as he is to see him or that I don't miss him (though it's just hours we're apart). So I really have to scoop him up and cuddle him immediately the moment I step foot of our home. I even have to carry him upstairs to our room then put him down in his crib so that I'll be able to change. Then a waiting baby is staring up at me hoping for me to pick him again immediately. Then we can do our usual things for about two hours.
After I put my baby to sleep, I already find myself exhausted of the playing activities I did with him. So I think this is one of those reasons why I can't seem to finish my said blog.I don't know. I think I just have to tell my baby personally about it.
Another thing is, I realized that it's hard to write about your pasts specially when it happened more than a year already. It seems hard to recall and hard to compress the events in a way that you don't end up writing a book already about your life. I think spontaneous blogging is easy. Writing down immediately if something comes up in your mind and without interruption allows you to finish it on the spot. What I've done about writing my worst and bad experiences during my journey to our baby was writing it in staggered which I think could also be the reason why I'm now lazy to finish it. I don't know yet if I would have the interest. I'm just tired.
Maybe it has got to do with one of the facts that I now have very short time to write because my baby now demands more of my time. The moment I arrived from office, I even can't change my clothings because he wants me to carry or cuddle him immediately to the extent that he would cry if I would just pass by him to my room. Now, you don't like that to happen! I wouldn't want him to feel that I'm not excited as he is to see him or that I don't miss him (though it's just hours we're apart). So I really have to scoop him up and cuddle him immediately the moment I step foot of our home. I even have to carry him upstairs to our room then put him down in his crib so that I'll be able to change. Then a waiting baby is staring up at me hoping for me to pick him again immediately. Then we can do our usual things for about two hours.
After I put my baby to sleep, I already find myself exhausted of the playing activities I did with him. So I think this is one of those reasons why I can't seem to finish my said blog.I don't know. I think I just have to tell my baby personally about it.
Another thing is, I realized that it's hard to write about your pasts specially when it happened more than a year already. It seems hard to recall and hard to compress the events in a way that you don't end up writing a book already about your life. I think spontaneous blogging is easy. Writing down immediately if something comes up in your mind and without interruption allows you to finish it on the spot. What I've done about writing my worst and bad experiences during my journey to our baby was writing it in staggered which I think could also be the reason why I'm now lazy to finish it. I don't know yet if I would have the interest. I'm just tired.
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